mt. vesuvius

Sometimes I really get tired of people. I know that I am supposed to love people, and do unto others and all that jazz, but sometimes I just don't want to. People just get on my nerves. I think it may have something to do with my ineptitude at dealing with my own emotions. Rather than being able to effectively express how I feel, I tend to bottle things up. Then when the time is right, usually after some insignificant thing, I explode. More often than not, those eruptions are directed at people who don't deserve it (especially Allison... sorry baby). If only I could learn how to release things as they affect me, or maybe better, just let things slide, I would probably be a lot better off. Then again, it is quite possible that there is nothing wrong with me, and it's other people who are stupid. I'm sure that's what it is...